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Monday, August 18, 2008
9:24 PM | 0 comments I've finished memorizing the 7-pages of the Holy Quran for this upcoming Syafawi Test. 3 more pages to go, before i have to revise all of it to prepare for the Big Examinations. And realizing or not, wanting it or not, the Big Examinations are really and i meant really approaching fast, much faster than a passing wishing star. It seems that time really fly fast without you even realizing it. Half of the year had past, and 2008 is coming to an end. It just seems like yesterday that i posted on New Year, '08 and im going to post (insyaallah!!) another post on New Year, '09. Fuhhh~ How time flies. Faraidh Test tomorrow and im just in no mood to revise all those rubu' and sudus. Thats me, this few days. Giving those i-cant-be-bothered kind of attitude towards the upcoming tests. Im tired, arent you? I just want to seclude myself from all this hectic lifestyle, seclude myself from all the textbooks, the stress, the tests, examinations - you get what i meant. I know, i cant give up now. I know, i will go nowhere if i stop here, so i cant give up. I must preserve and preserve till the end. Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk meneruskan perjuangan Jihad di medan menuntut ilmu ini. They or to be precise She is acting like a temperamental spoilt intolerable brat. Her actions kind of pissed me off, kind of self-centered kind of attitude. Im not saying that im the perfect one but all those words i guess, shouldn't be said by her its just so unnecessary. And just now, the sentence: "takyah la ajak dorang. kau ajak dorang buat ape?" really made my blood just shoot up. Hey, change girl! Change! Maybe you dont realize it, but your words are really hurting the inside me. Im not being over-sensitive or what. Maybe you would say, hey, no big deal about that sentence but, this is not the first time nor the second time. This had happened umpteen times - umpteen times! And truthfully, im hurt. Counting down to Ramadhan - 13 more days! : D |
