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Friday, October 17, 2008
7:58 PM | 0 comments I must admit that life is getting tougher as time passed by. Life is always tough but, deep inside me i know, Allah won't gives me problems that is beyond my means. I know that, but Ya Allah, I'm weak already. Physically and Mentally. Ya Allah, i need your guidance. I need part of your strength. I need part of your patience. Just a part from it, Ya Allah. I'm weak already to handle all the overbearing problems burdening me. Its only a matter of time before i really break down, to being a handicapped person. Right now only, I'm partly handicapped like a person who had lost her hands and feet. I need guidance and help from you, Ya Allah. Examinations are just two days apart from me. Around 48 hours that is standing between me and the papers. I'm not prepared physically nor am I prepared mentally. What should i do? Someone, perk me up, please? I want to study but i just can't face all those notes even though i know its just a matter of mind play. I really need to change my mindset, fast or i will regret it for the rest of my life. 'ala kulli hal, Bittaufiq Wannajah girlfriends and boyfriends. May Allah bless us all with his guidance throughout the examinations. May Allah makes our papers a breeze one. Addua' biddua'. Ameen ya rabbal 'alamin ( : Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir rabbi tammim bil khair. Ya Allah, la sahlah illa ma ja'altahu sahlah. Rabbish rahli sadrii wa yassir lii amrii wah lul 'uqdatam min lisanii yafqahu qauli. p/s, She caused me to break down after such a long time. She caused the red bloody eyes of mine. She caused all this heart break. She, is the root reason. She, whom just scolds without knowing the truth. I'm tired of her, really tired. |
