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Saturday, November 6, 2010
12:28 PM | 0 comments and it has come down to this. its like going through another rollercoaster ride. only that, this ride is only the down ride, theres no up ride. and i know im not talking any sense down here. it was a great morning and afternoon, but it turned out to be the ugliest night ever. but im not pushing the blame. i know, its was my fault, entirely. and i take the full responsibility for what happened. to both of you, im really sorry. i didnt mean it, seriously. you both mean a lot to me. yes, i know, its unfair, but thats the fact. and im sorry, i dont have the power to change time nor change fact. to you, i know, you will be reading this. just know that, i really love you. its been great to know you. i know its hard to make things as per normal, and i know, its hard to trust me back eventhough you said that you trust me. i know that trust is something very fragile. and im not forcing you to be with me. just one thing for sure, if you were to leave me and be with someone else, it would make me very sad and hurt. although i know i dont have the right to feel like that. :( and to you, i dont know what went wrong. lately, we had been doing nothing but quarrel. but you have been a great great companion to me. its undeniable that, we had our share of happiness and sadness, but its been great with you. likewise, if you were to leave me and be with someone else, it would make very sad and hurt. i hope, im ready to hear two set of goodbyes. though i know, i will never be. :( i need a hug, badly. real bad. |
